She lost her job for bringing a cup of water to an old woman outside, and the night before Thanksgiving the staff made up their minds
The old woman had been sitting in the bus shelter across from the Prime Rib Station since noon.
It was nineteen degrees in Sioux City, Iowa, with sleet blowing off the river. She wore two coats and no gloves. Her name was Avis. She was eighty, and she’d been riding the city buses all day just to stay warm until the driver made her get off.
Paula Jean Henke watched her through the frosted front window between tables. At 3:15, she filled a cup with warm water, stirred in a packet of honey, and carried it across the street.
“Just sip it, sweetheart,” Paula said, wrapping the old woman’s fingers around the cup.
When she came back inside, Greg Rensink was waiting by the host stand.
“I’ve told you people a hundred times,” he said. “We are not a shelter. You’re done, Paula. Turn in your apron.”
Paula was fifty-seven and had waited tables at the Prime Rib Station for nineteen years. She’d trained half the servers on staff. She’d covered every Thanksgiving buffet since 2007.
Greg was forty and had managed the restaurant for two years. He was under pressure from the owners. Thanksgiving was the biggest day of the year. Three hundred reservations, the most they’d ever booked.
Paula didn’t argue. She hung her apron on the hook and drove home in the sleet.
By eight o’clock that night, every cook, server, and dishwasher at the Prime Rib Station had heard what happened. Their group text went quiet for a long time.
Then, one by one, they started typing.
At six the next morning, Thanksgiving Day, Greg pulled into the parking lot to open.
Not a single car was there. Not one.
The kitchen lights were off. The ovens were cold.
Taped to the glass front door with a strip of blue painter’s tape was a folded sheet of notebook paper. Twenty-three names were signed across the bottom.
Greg pulled it loose with shaking fingers and unfolded it.
The first line read: Mr. Rensink, we’ll be back in this kitchen the minute you do one thing.
The Thing They Put in Writing
The second line said:
Put Paula Jean Henke back on the schedule, with her nineteen years of seniority, and apologize to Avis in front of all of us.
Greg read it twice.
Then he looked through the glass.
The dining room sat exactly as it had the night before. White tablecloths. Silverware rolled in napkins. Tiny pumpkins beside the reservation book. At table twelve, someone had left a child’s plastic dinosaur on the floor.
The Prime Rib Station had never been closed on Thanksgiving in forty-three years.
Greg unlocked the door and stepped inside.
His shoes squeaked against the tile. The sound went all the way to the kitchen and came back.
He checked his phone. Forty-seven missed messages, all from customers asking whether their reservations were still good.
He called the owner, Martin Voss.
Martin answered on the fourth ring. “Tell me the ovens are on.”
“They’re not.”
“Where is everybody?”
“I don’t know.”
Greg looked down at the paper again. The twenty-three signatures had been written in different kinds of handwriting. Big block letters. Slanted letters. One signature that looked like a doctor had written it while riding in a truck.
At the bottom, in blue ink, was the name of Darlene Cobb, the night dishwasher.
Darlene had worked there for eleven years. She was sixty-two, had arthritis in both hands, and never missed a shift unless one of her grandchildren was in the hospital.
“She signed it?” Martin asked.
“All of them did.”
“Call them.”
“I have.”
“Call them again.”
Greg had called six people before eight in the morning. None answered. On the seventh call, someone picked up.
“Ricky, where are you?”
“Home.”
“You need to get here.”
“No, I don’t.”
“You’re on the schedule.”
“I know what the schedule says.”
Ricky was the prep cook. He was twenty-three and had a tattoo of a crab on his neck. Greg had written him up twice for being late and once for eating a dinner roll from the bread station.
“We have three hundred reservations,” Greg said.
“Then you better start cooking.”
Ricky hung up.
Greg stood beside the dead fryer, holding the phone against his chest.
The restaurant had eight burners, three ovens, two walk-in coolers, and enough food delivered for a small wedding. There were turkeys stacked in plastic tubs. Forty-six pounds of mashed potatoes. Green beans. Cranberries. Gravy in five-gallon buckets. Pies lined up on sheet pans.
None of it mattered without people.
Martin arrived at 6:38 in a tan wool coat and no hat. He owned the restaurant with his brother, who lived in Omaha and mostly communicated through lawyers.
He read the note without taking off his gloves.
“This is extortion,” he said.
“It’s not extortion.”
“What would you call it?”
“People not coming to work.”
Martin gave him a hard look. “They’re all replaceable.”
That was the sentence that broke the morning open.
Paula’s Kitchen Table
Paula woke at 4:42 because her left knee hurt.
She had slept in her work T-shirt, the one with the Prime Rib Station logo stitched over the pocket. She’d done that for years on Thanksgiving because getting dressed in the dark saved her six minutes.
Her husband, Don, had been dead since 2018. The house was quiet except for the refrigerator kicking on and the old clock above the sink.
She made coffee, burned the toast, and sat at the kitchen table with her phone turned facedown.
At 5:11, it buzzed.
She didn’t pick it up.
At 5:24, it buzzed again.
This time she looked. It was a message from Nita Feld, one of the servers.
Don’t go anywhere.
Paula wrote back, I am not going anywhere. I have nowhere to go.
Nita answered with a photograph.
It showed the note taped to the restaurant door.
Paula held the phone close to her face. Her reading glasses were still upstairs. The picture was blurry, but she could make out the first line.
Mr. Rensink, we’ll be back in this kitchen the minute you do one thing.
A second message appeared.
We all signed. Even Marty.
Marty was Martin Voss.
Paula sat back.
At 5:30, she called Nita.
“What did you do?”
“What did we do?”
“You know what I mean.”
“We’re not opening.”
“Nita.”
“Paula, he fired you for giving an old woman water.”
“It was warm water.”
“That makes it worse somehow.”
Paula rubbed her forehead. “You have three hundred reservations.”
“We know.”
“There are people driving from Omaha.”
“We know that too.”
“What are you all going to do?”
Nita was quiet.
Then she said, “Wait.”
“For what?”
“For him to understand.”
Paula looked at the clock. The second hand made a little click each time it moved.
“People like Greg don’t understand waiting,” she said.
Nita laughed once. It wasn’t a happy laugh. “Then he can learn.”
Paula almost told her to go in. Almost told her she was too old to be standing in the middle of a labor fight, that she had rent due and a crown appointment in December and no health insurance through the restaurant now.
Instead, she said, “Did anybody check on Avis?”
“Yes.”
“Is she still at the shelter?”
“She wasn’t there at seven.”
Paula’s hand stopped over the coffee cup.
“Where is she?”
“Nobody knows yet.”
That was the first thing that scared Paula more than losing her job.
The Woman at the Bus Stop
At 6:02, Nita and Darlene found Avis in the lobby of the Sioux City Public Library.
The library opened at nine, but the side entrance used by staff had been left unlocked for a maintenance crew. Avis was sitting beside the radiator with her purse in her lap and a grocery sack between her shoes.
She recognized Nita.
“You brought the girl from the steak place,” Avis said.
“I’m not a girl,” Nita told her. “I’m thirty-eight.”
Avis looked at her. “That’s not young.”
Darlene came in carrying a thermos. “We brought coffee.”
Avis accepted it but didn’t drink right away. Her hands were red and cracked around the knuckles.
“What happened to Paula?” she asked.
Nita glanced at Darlene.
“Who told you?”
“The man with the red face. He came outside after she left. He said she was fired.”
Darlene sat beside her. Her knees made a small popping sound. “She was.”
“Why?”
“For giving you water.”
Avis looked toward the dark windows.
“It wasn’t just water,” she said.
Nita crouched in front of her. “What was it?”
Avis unzipped her purse.
Inside was a yellow envelope folded twice, a bus pass, a small bottle of pills, three peppermint candies, and an old photograph with a torn corner.
She took out the envelope.
“I came to see Martin Voss,” she said.
Darlene looked at Nita. “The owner?”
Avis nodded. “I called him for two weeks. He wouldn’t return my messages.”
“What do you need from him?”
Avis put the envelope back.
“I need to give him something his father left me.”
The two women waited.
Avis didn’t explain. She was eighty. She had learned the use of silence from people who wanted her to fill it.
Finally, she said, “Paula knew me before yesterday.”
Nita frowned. “She did?”
“Not by name. But she knew me.”
That wasn’t an answer.
Avis pulled the photograph from her purse. It showed the Prime Rib Station in 1979, when the building had a red roof and a sign shaped like a cow. Three men stood outside in white shirts and paper hats.
The youngest one was Martin Voss’s father, Edward.
Beside him stood a girl with dark hair cut to her chin.
Avis touched the girl with one finger.
“That was my daughter, Beth.”
Darlene leaned closer.
“Beth worked there?”
“For six months. Maybe seven.”
“What happened?”
Avis folded the photograph and returned it to her purse. “She disappeared.”
Outside, a snowplow scraped the street. The library radiator clanked.
Nita said, “You mean she ran away?”
“I mean nobody told me where she went.”
What Paula Had Never Said
Paula arrived at the library at 7:18 wearing her brown coat over the Prime Rib Station shirt.
She had brought a thermos of coffee, a clean pair of socks, and the blue scarf Don had given her at a church rummage sale. The scarf had a snag near one end. She kept catching her thumb in it.
Avis stood when Paula entered.
For a moment, neither woman spoke.
Then Avis said, “You look tired.”
“I got fired yesterday.”
“I know.”
“Who told you?”
“Everybody tells me everything. They think old people don’t hear.”
Paula put the thermos on the table. “I didn’t know your name.”
“No. You called me sweetheart.”
“I call everybody sweetheart.”
“I know.”
Paula sat across from her.
Nita and Darlene moved to the vending machines, giving them the privacy of people still close enough to listen.
Paula looked at the yellow envelope. “Martin won’t want that.”
“He doesn’t get to decide.”
“What is it?”
“A letter.”
“From who?”
Avis kept her hand on the envelope.
“Edward Voss.”
Paula knew the name. Everybody in Sioux City who had eaten at the Prime Rib Station knew the name. Edward had opened the place in 1981 after working in meat markets and hotel kitchens. His photograph hung above the bar, showing him with a butcher’s apron and a thick mustache.
“What does the letter say?”
Avis looked at her.
“Do you remember a girl named Beth?”
Paula shook her head.
“She left before you started there.”
“Why are you telling me this?”
“Because you brought me water.”
Paula frowned. “That doesn’t explain anything.”
“It explains enough for me.”
Avis opened the envelope and pulled out two sheets of paper. The edges were soft from handling. The ink had faded brown.
She passed the first page across the table.
Paula read.
Avis,
I have spent thirty-six years telling myself I did what I had to do. That is a lie, and I am tired of carrying it. Beth did not run away. She came to the restaurant on August 14, 1979, because she wanted to ask me for money. I had promised her work. I had promised you I would help.
She was seventeen. I put her on the night bus to Omaha after she refused to leave the kitchen. I told the driver she had family there. She did not. I knew that.
Your daughter was pregnant. The child was born in March. I know because my sister worked at St. Joseph’s and sent me the hospital record. A boy. David. I paid someone to remove my name from the paperwork.
Paula stopped reading.
Her eyes moved to the next line.
I have watched him from a distance. He became a cook. He worked in three restaurants. I never spoke to him. That is the part I cannot make sound less ugly.
The letter continued for another page.
Edward had left money in a trust, not for Beth, because he had never found her, but for her son. He had instructed Martin to deliver the letter and the trust papers to Avis if he died before doing it himself.
Edward died eight years earlier.
Avis had received nothing.
Paula set the pages down.
“David,” she said.
“David Henke,” Avis replied.
Paula stared at her.
The library lights came on above them. One tube flickered twice before staying lit.
“That’s my son.”
“I know.”
“My son is forty-two.”
“I know.”
Paula pushed the paper away. “No.”
Avis didn’t move.
“No,” Paula said again, this time to herself. “You got the wrong person.”
“I don’t.”
“I raised David.”
“I know.”
“He was born in Council Bluffs. His father was Don.”
“Don wasn’t his father.”
Paula stood so quickly the chair hit the wall.
At the vending machines, Nita turned around.
Paula’s face had gone flat. Not pale. Flat.
“Who are you?” she asked.
Avis reached into her purse and took out the photograph again. On the back, in faded blue ink, was a name and a date.
Beth Henke, August 14, 1979.
Paula read it.
The room made a small mechanical hum.
“My sister,” Paula said.
Avis nodded.
The Name on the Payroll
Paula had not seen her sister in forty-four years.
Beth had been seventeen when she left. Paula was twelve. She remembered Beth’s red coat, a chipped front tooth, and the way she used to sing the wrong words to radio songs.
Their mother told everybody Beth had gone to Omaha with a man.
Their father said Beth was dead to him.
Paula believed both versions at different times.
She never knew about the pregnancy.
She never knew Beth had worked at the Prime Rib Station. She never knew Edward Voss had sent Beth away. She never knew the baby had been given the last name Henke.
David had always been David Henke.
He had Don’s ears. Paula had said that a thousand times.
She called him at 7:46.
He answered on the sixth ring. “Mom?”
“Where are you?”
“On the way to work.”
“Don’t go.”
“What?”
“Don’t go to work.”
He was a line cook at a hotel near the airport. He had been scheduled for the Thanksgiving breakfast shift.
“Are you okay?”
“Your name was on a letter.”
A pause.
“What kind of letter?”
“Come to the library.”
“Mom, I have to clock in.”
“David.”
She had used that voice when he was ten and had thrown a baseball through Mrs. Kline’s window. She heard him stop moving.
“Okay,” he said.
Avis watched Paula put the letter back into the yellow envelope.
“Did Edward leave the trust money?” Paula asked.
“Martin has it.”
“How do you know?”
“Edward’s attorney told me. Martin signed for the papers.”
“Why didn’t you go to the police?”
Avis looked at the floor.
“I did. They said it was a family matter.”
“That was eight years ago.”
“Yes.”
“And you’ve been calling Martin for two weeks?”
“Yes.”
“Why now?”
Avis’s fingers closed around the strap of her purse.
“Because I found Beth.”
Paula didn’t speak.
Avis took out another photograph. This one showed a woman in a nursing home bed, her hair white, her face turned toward a window.
On the back was written:
Beth Henke, St. Mark’s Care Center, Room 214.
“She has dementia,” Avis said. “She remembers the restaurant. She remembers your name. She doesn’t remember much else.”
Paula gripped the table.
“Where is she?”
“In Omaha.”
“You saw her?”
“Yesterday morning.”
“And then you came here?”
“I came here to get the trust papers before I took her home with me.”
Paula looked again at the letter.
The Thanksgiving shift. The missing staff. The old woman in the bus shelter.
Everything had crossed paths in one ugly, impossible line.
Then David walked into the library.
He was broad through the chest, with a shaved head and a black hotel jacket. He looked at Paula first, then Avis, then the envelope.
“Which one of you knows my name?” he asked.
The Door Stayed Locked
At 8:11, Martin received a call from the county health inspector.
Someone had reported that the restaurant was planning to serve three hundred people without a kitchen crew.
Martin said the restaurant was closed.
The inspector asked why.
Martin said there had been a staffing issue.
The inspector asked if any food had been left at unsafe temperatures.
Martin looked toward the walk-in cooler. The turkeys were still packed in ice. He said no.
When he hung up, Greg was standing beside the reservation book.
“You have to call the customers,” Greg said.
Martin was looking at the note. “We can hire people.”
“On Thanksgiving morning?”
“Students. Temp workers. Anyone.”
“Who knows the kitchen?”
Martin’s mouth tightened.
“Who knows the ovens?” Greg asked. “Who knows which freezer door sticks? Who knows that the gravy bucket goes under the left warmer because the right one leaks?”
Martin picked up the phone.
He called Paula.
She answered.
“Bring them back,” he said.
“Who?”
“You know who.”
“No, I don’t.”
“All of them.”
“You fired me.”
“I made a mistake.”
“You called an eighty-year-old woman a problem.”
“I didn’t call her that.”
“You told me we weren’t a shelter.”
“We aren’t.”
Paula held the phone away from her ear.
Across the table, David was reading the letter. His eyes moved slowly. Avis sat with both hands around her coffee cup. Nita stood behind him, watching his face.
Paula put the phone back to her ear.
“Say it.”
“What?”
“Say you were wrong.”
Martin breathed through his nose. “I was wrong.”
“Again.”
“Paula.”
“Again.”
“I was wrong to fire you.”
“And Avis?”
“I’ll apologize.”
“Publicly.”
“We have customers waiting.”
“You don’t have customers waiting. You have three hundred people who think they’re coming to dinner.”
Martin didn’t answer.
Paula looked through the library windows. Snow had started coming down in hard little pellets.
“Do you have the trust papers?” she asked.
Martin’s voice changed.
“What did Avis tell you?”
“Answer me.”
“That is private.”
“Then you can explain that to David.”
The phone went quiet.
Paula heard Greg in the background say, “Who is David?”
Martin said, “You don’t understand what you’re doing.”
“No,” Paula said. “I understand exactly what I’m doing.”
She ended the call.
David lowered the letter.
“That man is my grandfather?”
Avis nodded.
“And my mother is alive?”
“Yes.”
“Where?”
“Omaha.”
“Why didn’t anybody tell me?”
Nobody answered him.
That was the worst part. There was no sentence big enough to cover forty-two years.
Three Hundred Reservations
At 9:03, Martin posted a handwritten sign on the front door.
CLOSED DUE TO A WATER MAIN ISSUE. ALL RESERVATIONS CANCELLED.
Greg stared at it.
“There isn’t a water main issue.”
“There is now.”
“That’s a lie.”
Martin pressed the tape flat with his thumb. “Go home.”
“I can’t.”
“Why not?”
Greg looked at the empty dining room. He had been trying to keep the restaurant open because the owners blamed him for every problem, including Paula’s firing. He had also fired his own father from a roofing crew when he was twenty-four. He knew how to let people go and still sleep.
But the dead ovens made his stomach feel wrong.
He took the note from his pocket.
Twenty-three names.
He recognized every one.
Nita, who had trained him when he was hired as a bartender.
Darlene, who had shown him how to clean the grease trap.
Ricky, who owed the restaurant money for a broken glass shelf.
Even Martin’s name, written at the bottom, though Martin claimed he had only signed to keep the peace.
“You signed this,” Greg said.
Martin’s eyes went to the paper.
“I signed because they put a pen in front of me.”
“You signed the first line.”
“I said I would fix it.”
“When?”
Martin looked toward the bar. His father’s photograph hung behind it, the same photograph Avis had carried in her purse.
“What did you do with the trust?” Greg asked.
Martin’s hand stopped on the reservation book.
Greg had not known about the trust. He had not known about Beth. He only knew the kitchen was empty and the customers were calling.
Martin picked up the book and threw it across the room.
It hit the wall. Pages came loose.
“Go home, Greg.”
Greg looked at him for a long moment.
Then he took off his manager’s badge and set it on the host stand.
“You should have apologized when she was standing right there.”
He left.
At 9:27, Martin called Avis.
She answered on the third ring.
“I’ll meet you at the restaurant,” he said.
“No.”
“I have the papers.”
“Bring them to the library.”
“I can’t.”
“You can.”
“Your daughter is involved in this too.”
Avis shut her eyes.
Martin said, “Beth asked me not to tell anyone.”
“You haven’t seen her since 1979.”
“That doesn’t mean I forgot her.”
Avis’s voice went dry. “You forgot her son.”
Martin had no answer.
She told him to bring the papers.
He did.
The Apology
At 10:12, Martin entered the library carrying a brown leather folder.
Paula sat beside David. Nita and Darlene stood behind them. Avis was by the radiator, her grocery sack at her feet.
Martin took off his coat.
He looked smaller without it.
“I brought the trust documents,” he said.
David looked up. “You’re my grandfather?”
Martin stared at him.
Nobody spoke for several seconds.
David’s chair scraped the floor as he stood.
Martin’s mouth opened. Nothing came out.
Then David said, “You knew?”
“Yes.”
“How long?”
“Since before you were born.”
David laughed once. It sounded like a cough.
Martin held out the folder. “Your great-grandfather left this for you.”
David didn’t take it.
“You kept it.”
“I was trying to find the right time.”
“Forty-two years?”
Martin looked at Paula. “Your mother asked me not to involve you.”
“My mother?”
“Beth.”
“She didn’t know where I was.”
“She knew your name.”
“You knew where she was?”
“No.”
“Then who were you protecting?”
Martin’s face changed.
That was when Paula saw it. Not guilt exactly. Fear.
He had used the trust money.
Not all of it, maybe. But enough.
“How much is left?” Paula asked.
Martin looked at her.
“Paula.”
“How much?”
He set the folder on the table.
“Thirty-one thousand dollars.”
David turned away.
Martin continued. “There was more. I used some to keep the restaurant open during the flood in 2011. I told myself I was borrowing it. I paid back what I could.”
“How much was there?” Nita asked.
“Two hundred and eighty thousand.”
Darlene made a sharp sound through her teeth.
Paula put both hands on the table. “You stole it.”
“I kept the business alive.”
“You stole it.”
“I was going to replace it.”
“You didn’t.”
“No.”
Martin looked at Avis.
“I should have come to you.”
“Yes.”
“I should have told you Beth was pregnant.”
“Yes.”
“I should have found David.”
“Yes.”
He faced David.
“I am sorry.”
David’s mouth twisted.
“That isn’t enough.”
“I know.”
“Say it where the staff can hear you.”
Martin blinked.
Paula understood before he did.
The staff had gathered outside the library. Nita had texted them while Martin was driving over. Through the windows, Paula could see Ricky, three dishwashers, two cooks, and a delivery driver who had never once been asked to sign anything.
Martin looked at the glass doors.
Then he walked outside.
The group stood on the library steps under the gray sky. Snow collected on Darlene’s pink hat. Someone had brought a thermos. Someone else was eating a granola bar.
Martin faced them.
“I fired Paula for giving water to Avis,” he said.
His voice carried across the sidewalk.
“I was wrong. I treated a person like a problem. I also kept money that belonged to David Henke, and I lied about why I had it.”
Nobody moved.
Martin’s hands hung at his sides.
“I am sorry to Paula. I am sorry to Avis. I am sorry to David. The restaurant is closed today. If you choose to come back, Paula will be paid for the weeks she lost, and she will have her job back at whatever schedule she wants.”
Ricky raised his hand.
Martin stared at him.
“What?” Martin asked.
“Health insurance,” Ricky said.
Martin looked confused.
“For Paula,” Ricky said. “She lost yours when you fired her.”
Paula felt the old scarf snag against her thumb.
Martin nodded once.
“Health insurance too.”
Darlene said, “And the trust gets an outside accountant.”
“Yes.”
“Not your brother.”
“Yes.”
“Not your lawyer.”
Martin swallowed. “Yes.”
The library doors opened behind them.
Avis stepped outside.
She held the yellow envelope against her coat.
“I don’t want your apology,” she said.
Martin looked at her.
“I want you to take me to Beth.”
His face folded in on itself.
“I will.”
“Today.”
“Yes.”
“And Paula comes.”
Paula looked at her sister’s photograph in the brown folder.
David stood beside her.
“I come too,” he said.
Nobody asked whether Martin had meant for that to happen.
They went to Omaha in two cars.
The Prime Rib Station stayed closed. At noon, Martin called every reservation himself and told each customer the truth. Some people yelled. One woman asked if the restaurant could still package up the pies. Martin said no.
That evening, the staff met at Darlene’s house, where the dining room table was covered with paper plates and leftover turkey from her neighbor.
Paula sat at the end with her phone in her lap.
At 8:16, David sent a picture.
Beth was in a hospital bed, asleep beneath a blue blanket. Avis sat on one side. Martin sat on the other. David stood behind them, his hand resting on the bed rail.
The picture was crooked.
Paula saved it.
Then she opened the old group text.
Nita had changed the name from Prime Rib Crew to Water Break.
Ricky had sent a photograph of the sign Martin put on the restaurant door.
CLOSED FOR THANKSGIVING. TRY AGAIN TOMORROW.
Paula typed, Make sure the coffee is hot.
Nita replied, Only if you bring the honey.
Paula put the phone down.
At 11:03 that night, Avis called.
Paula answered.
“She woke up,” Avis said.
Paula sat very still.
“What did she say?”
“She asked if you still sang wrong.”
Paula covered her mouth with her hand.
In the kitchen behind her, Don’s old clock clicked once.
Then Avis said, “She wants to see you.”
Paula looked at the brown scarf lying beside her plate.
“I’ll come in the morning.”
“No,” Avis said. “Come now.”
Paula stood.
She took her coat from the hook, left the coffee in the pot, and walked out into the snow.
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For another story about an act of kindness that reveals more than anyone expected, read “My Grandfather Recognized the Way an Old Waitress Held a Pitcher”. And for a different kind of secret with life-changing stakes, see “Her Husband Found the $9,000 Withdrawal and Asked About the Man She Met Every Thursday” or “The Earring in Her Couch Wasn’t the Only Thing Lauren Left Behind”.